whack.

we're at a starbucks now.... i'm still stuck on my on-going projects....

and it just suddenly dawned on me that i do not have a business partner or anyone who can play that part, to discuss anything with, not to mention seeing a plan go through together with me. not one single person. i mean, there are many people, friends, whom i can talk to, but not discuss creative or business-related issues with. not productively and in depth at least. after all these years, this being my 4th year doing this, and no one like that available. i'm still all on my own.

very sad. depending on how you see it, of course.

talking to myself in public, whilst sitting here with mao just right beside me, will be really wacko. and pretty depressing for her. no, she's a great companion and i love her. but i almost shot up like a volcano just trying to explain a situation to her an hour ago.

i know what you're thinking. it must be me then. yeah. sure.