lost

sometimes you can't help but feel that you're not being understood, and people are just trying to please you and 'be nice' by pretending that they are really 'hearing' what you're saying and sincerely feeling with you...

so sick and tired of compromising... going with the flow... being 'normal'... and being with 'the crowd'... and then you get friggin' disgusted with yourself at the end of the day for what you've done just to make life easier in general for yourself and everyone else around you, and for the money, and just because 'that's the way things are, so live with it'...

pfftttt...